Ever since Christmas, when we received the news that my doctor did not expect me to live more than a year, I have been thinking about the mantra and if I needed to change it. It was difficult to think about how finite 6 months or a year seemed. There is a definite limit on those tomorrows.
But then I realized that this just wasn't my mantra, but Braden's and the kids as well. They will have plenty of tomorrow's that they will have to beat. I know that life continues on after we die and so I will have plenty of tomorrow's. I also know that through Christ I can have my family together after this life. I am grateful for my Savior and Redeemer who makes this all possible.
So I continue to say, "I am going to beat this. I have plans for tomorrow."
Love you all,
Karen
Love you!! <3
ReplyDeleteYour family truly have blessed many lives. Recieving the news of cancer is not an easy diagnosis to hear. The future is always unknown . We are constantly wondering what life has Instore for each of us. You nailed it today by knowing that there is always a tomorrow not only here on this earth but in the life after. That does give me a feeling of peace. I know my faith has grown thru this diagnosis. It's not always easy to not have control over how much pain and sickness one has to endure but when you look at the bigger picture we can gain peace. I know you have endured and have always looked for tomorrow and I am blessed to have such inspiration thru a friendship that I do cherish from your family! This doesn't mean the emotions are raw and tuff to deal with at times because they are. I to am also grateful knowing there will be a tomorrow ! Luv your entire family
ReplyDeleteThank you! Learning to trust that someone else is in control and has a plan for things to work out if we listen is not easy. It takes a lifetime to learn.
DeleteI'm just going to say...I totally agree.
ReplyDeleteWe love you too Karen. You have been so strong and I know you won't give up.
ReplyDeleteKaren you are such a sweet and loving wife and mother. Your testimony has blessed me in so many ways. When I have felt down or sorry for myself you come to mind and I realize that I need to work on my testimony and strengthen my faith. To know that families can be together forever gives me comfort. Myself, along with my husband Paul, and Mom, all of us here continue to pray for you and your sweet family. I'm so glad you are my cousin and I send you lots of hugs!
ReplyDeleteKaren you are such a sweet and loving wife and mother. Your testimony has blessed me in so many ways. When I have felt down or sorry for myself you come to mind and I realize that I need to work on my testimony and strengthen my faith. To know that families can be together forever gives me comfort. Myself, along with my husband Paul, and Mom, all of us here continue to pray for you and your sweet family. I'm so glad you are my cousin and I send you lots of hugs!
ReplyDeleteI have followed your blog all through this journey. I want you to know that I have learned to love you and Braden and your children. I admire you for your strength and your endurance. I worked with your father at the Logan Temple and he is a wonderful man. You've touched my life and I want you to know that there are lots of people that pray for you and wish that your journey would be easier. Know that you are loved and have been such a good influence on me.
ReplyDeleteSure do luv ya
ReplyDeleteHuge hugs sister! You've got the right idea!
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